"Dear Self,
You’re going to be fine.
Sure you’re a little moody, and a little crazy, and a little unsure of everything you want. (Being honest, who isn’t?) But you’re fine.
The answers will come. You will understand what you’re supposed to be doing. You’ll find someone to love. And you’ll figure it out eventually.
You will, and you know it.
In the meantime, keep smiling.
Love,
Self"
Woah, my blog is sure filled with dust. Don't be angry cokesr4hos, i promise to be more loyal to you:) today's weather in the morning was simple awesome. but the construction work spoiled it all. urgh, construction work should be banned from doing work before 12 noon.
I get so mad at you for leaving without saying goodbye. but i guess getting mad is easier than being sad. if i stay mad its like i never knew you at all. i miss farhan tyebally tyebally, so fucking glad that you are coming out on the 30th. remember, you always say this to me? "for you, a thousand times over."
i guess im back on this blog is because i have so much things to say, if i were to tell every single thoughts i have to my dear friends, they will disown me before you can even say "OI". okay time to sleep, btw should i get an itouch or ipad!? haisssss. NIGHTS!
Yesterday i borrowed a book titled 'Dear Everybody' and i finished reading the entire novel in an hour. it's basically excerpts from the suicide letters of Jonathon Bender. just a fiction but i actually teared. like what Jonathon writes in his unsent letters are what each of us long to say, what all of us have been saying our whole lives, just not out loud. i hate how im feeling right now, like im going crazy?
Met simone bby for lunch the other day! Been a year since we last met! though it was just for a short while, cos i have to rush off for tuition as usual. my hair color has come to the point where im better off just wearing a scarf hahaha. ros find me at work just now and she brought her yummy boys along too!! hot hot heat baby hehe.
WORK AGAIN TOMORROW. SIANZZZZZZZ. BUT THEN, THERE WILL BE PEOPLE FILMING AT OUR SHOP :) oh yes forget to mention, on wednesday ill be meeting my singaporean classmates to study at 12 noon! later on we will head off to school for lessons till 10pm. how sad is that!?!? and finally me will get my skinny ass down to CDC and book my god damn tp.
"Nobody in the world understands me the way you do, I just wanna be with you."
Had a great talk with A on the way home today. And alllllllll I can say is that, thank god I'm not alone. You surprise me in many ways, you still do :)
And yezzzzz, I need $$$$ now. 10$ left in my account + a debt of 36.24$
Meeting a dear friend close to my heart today for lunch!! Shall choose what to wear for later on or maybe not. Off to bed now, since Ginvera jade dark eye circles roll away doesnt work and bloody H fell asleep on me xx
